I didn't think it was possible . . .

but you made me cry despite mood stabilizers. Congrats, I guess.

I was thinking about how you complemented me recently for seeming chilled out and stable. I have really been feeling that way. I can't figure out whether it is in spite of or because of quitting my job. Funny dynamic.

I know you generally wish you were taking fewer drugs, but I heartily recommend trying a stabilizer. They are pretty liberating for people like you and me.

All right, putting on DJ Shadow and attempting to clean.